The Artist as God

Hitler wanted nothing less than the entire world and he almost had it. It's scary what one person is capable of.

As to what drives someone to change the world? Honestly, the thing driving me is the same that drove Hitler. Hate. I hate the world. Its true. Otherwise why would I want to change it? Hitler thought he was changing the world for the better. So do I.

Something about being an artistic failure, or maybe it was the failure of art itself. Hitler sought to mold his life into a work of high art. A cultural product with which he hoped to change people's minds. Turn them into less than individuals and more into copies of himself.

But you never know how your mind will mutate in the brains of others.

I hate the world, but I love it for its promise. You can be anyone you want to be. It's true. If I want to be a savior, I can be a savior. Like any art project, all it takes is time and focus. I had to clear my mind of distractions. I had to sharpen the knife. My mind is almost dangerous. I need it to be absolutely deadly!

I will kill the world to save it. A new age. Hitler was caught up in the myth he created and so am I! From the ashes like a phoenix: Life conquers all!

I hated the universe. I hated it because it was a blank canvass. I had my goal in life: Fill in the blank!

There are many blank minds in the world. They sit idling. They wait for something, but they don't know what it is. I will tell them what they've waited for. Am I Christ? Am I the Antichrist? No. I'm more. I'm an artist.

An artist doesn't paint a picture. An artist is a picture. An image. The canvass is the mind. They write their image to it. I will paint a beautiful picture. Look at it. The message of the artist is there for everyone to see: If you need a mind. I will give you mine.

Art can mean life. Art can mean death. Art can be both at the same time. The most powerful weapon, the most powerful tool: The Mind of an Artist: The Mind of God.

Why do we settle for making phony advertisements? Is money more powerful than creativity? No. We are the most powerful force in the universe. Reality bends to our will. We can make people do things! We see the strings. We can push those buttons. Its easy. Its so easy. We can turn everyone into us. Not just anyone. Everyone. Absolutely everyone.

Look into my eye and see my mind. Here these words. Feel what I feel in my heart. We have the power to destroy the world. We have the power to save the world. We will stop trading our world for money. We will save the world.

Crazy? You tell me. And then I'll tell you. Nobody knows what crazy is. And in this world it pays to be insane. You think insane people can't know that? You're crazy. There are no insane people. There are just people that know how to get what they want and if it takes insanity, then that's what it takes. How else do you explain the cultural differences between mental illnesses? Easy. One man's illness is another's crutch. A leg to stand on. A shoulder to cry on. Always designed for the culture for maximum impact.

Did I go crazy? Yeah, I went nuts. But then I went way past the other side of nuts. I went so nuts that I came back to sanity. Now I realize. It is the world that is insane. I want to push the world. Push it over the edge. I want it to come full circle. Like I have. I want the cycle of madness to cease. I will end it through the power of my will. Through the power of my creativity. God gave me the power. I'll be damned if I don't use it!

God gave us a mission and that mission was one word: Life. Take this and make it live. See that canvass? It's alive because I will it! Because God wills it! I poured myself over it and did it not come alive! It did. I saw what I created and it was good. Because God is good. And God created me. And do I not create? I do. I am God's child. It could not be any other way.

The blank are not dead. They are asleep. Wake them up and tell them what it is like to be alive.